Just a look at u

nothing was more precious than that short stare .

That strange feeling we both used to get 

The struggle we faced trying to break that extraordinary mystery behind it, even tho we liked how mysterious this thing was

 

But it was killing us at the same time.

Cause this mystery owned us ..

It kept determining wether happy we were gonna be or not ..

But at the end of the day, its like nothing has ever happened. 

 pretended like it was nothing 

As we both never thought that it was something shared between us & must be considered as mutual .

ما بين أنفسنا و نحن .

لو كان بأيدينا...

 ان نقلب عبوسهم لابتسامه 

ان نبعد اليأس عنهم تمامًا 

ان نجعل نفوسهم راضيه دوما 

ان نجبر كسر خواطرهم 

ان نزيل ذلك الشعور بالوحدانيه عنهم 

نحيي ارواحهم التي ماتت سأما و احباطا

ان نجدد أملهم 

فلا يصبح للاستسلام نصيبا في حياتهم

 

لفعلنا ..

 ❤️❤️❤️ 

ولكن،،

 

"ليس باستطاعتنا سوى ان نسأل الله بذلك فربنا قادر."

"و فِـينا الـمُختلف"

There are two types of people ..

You're one of those 2 types..

Youre either common or rare:(diffirent u can say)

Ok.. Now you're probably asking your self wether you're common or uncommon

The answer to that little quetion won't be answered by you, but it will be told by your actions or by figures who know you really well (i guess?)

Now, are we doing something? That's basically worth living our lives for?  

Think by your own 

Think about what you're actually doing ..

 & ofcourse  you'll be Finding It Out .

,Nights

🌸 All back 🌸

  ما لا يتخلى عنه الاغلبيه هو استرجاع اجمل الذكريات ، 

عن نفسي ..مايمر يوم الا وقد استرجعت لحظه مرت كالرييح باتت في الذاكره و اثق ببقائها

فبقائها يسعدني لانها كالأنيس الذي لا وجود له في الحقيقه و لكنه موجود في مخيلتي الواسـعه  .. ..

❤️

.. 

"U never miss a good thing till its gone"

It has been a year .

hi. 

Its a been along while i know. 

توقفت عن الكتابه لبضع من الوقت ليس لانني لم اعد احب ان اكتب ولكن قد يكون سبب ذلك هو شعوري .بالاحباط

One issue which i intensly believe in: 

الانسان و لو كان موهوب بدون شي من التشجيع ماراح يقدر يخطي خطوه للامام لان اشوف هالشي جدا ضروري حيث انه حافز و يعطي  طاقه معنويه للانسان هذا.. 

So yep.  

 

NOTE: i'm not saying that if you havent found who incourages you to stop or anything, im only trying to clear things up so don't be like me.. I can easily be affected by people false minds and thats something i won't stop trying to prevent it from me. 

Keep trying, its helps. 

Expect the Unexpected. .

In the previous couple of days .. i planned for a certain kind of thing .. (It was supposed to happen today) , i've drawn what is going to happen in my head... hmm .. I felt the excitement 

It was likee... extraordinary. I was realllly excited and over the moon..& it felt really good imagining it &  daydreaming about my upcoming plan, i mean it! 

At the moment: (I hardly recommend daydreaming )

Ok... now  im guessing you're lost? What is she trying to say?

Ok, back to the point.

شكنت اخربط؟

بالأصح.تحاول تدخل في اطار  موضوع معين؟  بس مو عارفه كيف.... يمكن؟...

المهم .... 

All what i have planned for didnt happen
, stupid reason, u may say. . .

So, the exact point of this (boring طويل عل الطل ) (u may say)  post ..

Do not take yourself tooo high, to get aware of the falls onto the down low grounds... how dangerous the fall might be?

♡keep being in the middle ♡

......

Dear readers (i dont know the s must  should be added to reader or not cause i might be the only one whos reading my post) .. oh well anyways...

Ive been busy for months i havent been posting nor reading any blogs .

My personal life is changing, facing some issues, trying to move on♥

Insha alah i'll be posting after i get done with my  midterms ..  

Its gotta be a marvellous winter to write during it

ليلة سعيده. دافئه. هنيئه. مليئة برضى الرحمن...

Goodnight .. •unknown

Random note: i make too many typos. If you're going to judge me, kindly stop reading cause you know you arent forced to? 🙊

Appreciation

You, might have that one thing, which you unreel about yourself, suffer from or even wish to get rid of... I know u do

Cus to be honest I Personally
do too...

And .. I thought of a plan ...

[[cus I couldnt help sitting in a chair doing nothing about it]]]

A very simple one (:

Oh yeah?

Its called ..

S T O P   U N D E R E S T I M A T I N G
S T O P   T R I V I A L I Z I N G 

Appreciate what u have.

Be thankful 

Cause u dont know, you might lose one day and regret it. ..
 
Quit being insecure about what u are, what u have & what u do

The most important thing that u got to know is u have that inner beauty

LET IT OUT

cause after all, it is what it all matters ; ' )

Unknown♥

Lets be positive

لم اشعر بذلك الشعور من قبل ،
لم اعرف ماذا اكتب
و لم اعرف عن ماذا سأكتب
لانني اعتدت على معرفة اجابه السؤالين تلقائيا عند امساكي بالقلم..
حاليا، ..اشعر بالتردد حينما احاول ان اكتب عن شيء ما، ..تتداول الأسأله في نفسي.. هل ما سأكتبه سيسعد قلبا ما؟؟ام يغيظ اخر؟

Trying to be positive

من كافه النواحي..

ولكن
جانبي السلبي يسلبني نحوه!

كفى تشاؤما...
ف رُب متشائمٍ ناجح

لم ارد رحيلُك

اتيتني تتعطش أملي بك
اغمرتني باهتمام بات يزيد كل ليله
لم اردك ،
ولكن كل  ذلك  كان لمجرد سنه ...
That was then
& this's now..

كم من اناس تغيرت خلال ايام معدوده
نواجه ذلك كثيرا..   نعم، من الصعب مواجهه التغير .. ولكن علينا ان نكون أشجع من ان نتطلع بأعيننا مكتفي الأيدي
..
قل ما في قلبك ..♥

u know it may be hard for u to spell it out..

But life is bigger than this ..

واجهه

اسأل

بادر في معرفة سبب تغيرهم

فقد تكون انت السبب و لا تعلم .. (:
و  تندم بعد ذلك

Faithfully..
Unknown♡

Night-Night!

The moment before i sleep
I picture u
And so as me
Happy together

Thinking what if this was.. Real ♥

Think about the most things that please you before u sleep, keep your bad memories away from u.. Think about your bright future ... your upcoming moments
.. how will u carry on .. think about god's great gifts .. Thank god & Ask for his Forgivness

#positive

Just say القادم أفضل♥

The " leftout " feeling

What is it...

The sadness when getting rejected?
The frustraition when they got chosen over you..

Even tho you're relatively closer than the ones who are picking :P .

The question is    ..    W H Y   ? 

"theres gotta be an answer for this "

..

Isn't there?

No, its not because theyre better than you

This's what one of the regular girls said

" My attempts to connect to people have always been unsuccessful, and most likely always will be. I think and act so differently that the chances of meeting someone I can relate to, and who will accept me as I am are astronomically low. I still keep stubbornly trying to fit in with the world, even though it gets harder and harder every day."

What i say?

Change is good
Trying is very good

الفرق بينك و بين كل من تظنه افضل منك ، هو انهم حاولوا ..و ابعدوا ما يسمى ب "التزحزح في الثقه الذاتيه" عنهم ..
بامكانك ان تصبح افضل بكثير و لكننا.. لم نخلق لذلك .

You dont need to impress anybody, Just   be you. ♥

Confidence Confidence Confidence
It is needed. 

[ Oh well now its sounds typical
Is she trying to be like one of those

Who keep saying

" be yourself
.. and blah"  

Well not exactly  ;) ]

Lets continue ...

Nobody, u hear me NOBODY in this massive world can be better than u ..

كل انسان لديه صفات تميزه..
قل لنفسك ربما رفضوني و فضلوا غيري علي  ..ولكن هناك من سيقبلني و قد اصبح من الاشخاص المفضله لديه

" يوزع الله الارزاق على عباده ، بالتساوي "

بالرغم من انني  خرجت عن اطار الموضوع قليلا  الا انه هناك صله بين كل ما اكتبه حاليا ب عنوان الموضوع

حب ما تفعل .. و احتسب كل ما تفعل لوجه الله
ترى الناس تختارك من غير نقاش
ستغدو افضل من الالاف و ربما اكثر ..

-Unknown ♡

Lonesome "wasted post"

Just wanted to share my feelings at the moment

..Emptiness..

My bestie went out of town this afternon ... yet im feeling awful... 

dear bestie,

You keep me strong
You make me confident
You stood by my side till the last minute

I never wanted you to leave me

I wanted to ask u to Stay... I couldn't

Im missing you already ♥
Come back..

Unknown ♡

Emotions bottled up inside you?

goodmorning!

Happy saturday..  gotta be thankful ..A brand new day .. smile YOU R alive ..okay does writting good morning in here seems right? I don't know lol but It feels like im writting in a journal
...

I dont even have one!

...
Lets begin 

About the title, Yes most of us keep hiding their feelings, i believe I could win a hiding feelings competition .. YES. I do it .. always .. I hate it but I see it as a way to avoid so many bad things ..

"@la_dama_: love writting in my journal. its a good way to express myself. especially when no one here listens or understands me."

Said by a tweep whom i dont know  ..
She was definitely right .. its feels as if youre experssing your feelings to a human

That book = A listener.. How great this can be?

U won't even have to be worry about getting judged...

Try it!
I better too ♥

-Unknown

What do i do?

I dont write neither stories, nor peoms..

Lets switch to arabic

     ..   "my native launguage"

لا اكتب القصص و لا الأشعار ..
و لكن ما سأفعله هو ما يسمى ب

express my feelings
مصطلح بسيط ،

من خلال كلمات و جمل أكتبها .. قد لا يفهمها الاغلبيه و لكن سيفعل البعض .. ما اكتبه بسيط جدا .. قلب صاغي .. ذلك ما يتطلبه ما اكتب .. قد اشكو قليلا  في كتاباتي .. و افرح اكثر عندما ارى نجاحا باهر احققه .. اتمنى الحوز على اعجابكم ..  ف رأيكم يعنيلي الكثير

Unknown  ♡

What? A second post?

Hi, once again ..       :)

To begin "typing" about my self...

Who am i?where am I from? How old i am? Well those little questions gotta be answered like yep..For us.. to get to know each other...

Lets just say im unknown

And so Youre..

A tiny little relationship between u & me

I write
You read

. 

As Simple As That

;)

Mysterious Pain

what else i could have said?
..

Everything has been lost, not because of u but because of me..

My confusing attitude..

Like who else would cry because of Nothing but i ..
& who else would get scared to do things thatve been done my many

But I!

..

Hi! Im shy. Call me shy..

Cause that one three letter-ed word does completely unconditionally Describes me

My life

My passing days

My awkward moments!

.

By the time, i wanted to change.
I struggled alot, more than u could ever imagine, im still me, the one whos trying by finding new ways every single day to fight the " terrible feeling " I get.

& here I am  swimming  into my wide full of moments room .. showing my

Patience
Tears
Crappy moments
And happy ones as well

With love, unknown

♡